Excercise

I mentioned in an earlier post that when I started losing weight that I started very simple and worked my way up to where I am now, so I just thought I would share a bit of where I am now. I began in February with no excercise. I knew I needed it, but just didn't want to. So, I found a couple of excercise videos to do at home because I really didn't know how else to fit excercise into my day with my three little guys. I didn't enjoy doing them all that much and it was aggrivating to see all those fit little girls doing the same excercise as me, but I kept doing it because it was getting easier. When I started the Biggest Loser competition with the church in May, my team (Crystal and Chrisy) decided we should train throughout the competition to walk a half marathon by the time we were done. These two have ran half marathons before, so they had room to talk about getting us to walk one. I, along with a few other members of our team, thought they were crazy. But, I figured even if I don't get to the marathon part, training with some friends and getting excercise with them would be worth it.

We began walking a couple of miles at a time and I must tell you that our first long walk as a group was way too fast for me. My side hurt and I struggled to keep up til the end. But, as with everything else in this journey, I had to keep plugging along even if it was hard, because I knew it was the right thing to do. Since my husband is gone all week, it has been a challenge to walk with the group. We started walking in the middle of the day, but June, in the mid-west, is just a little HOT. And, I was pushing a double stroller with two little ones with my oldest tagging along and it just wasn't working. The girls started walking early in the morning to avoid the heat and I decided to find a wonderful girl to get up very early for me and sit at the house while I walked and my children slept (ha). My kids have been getting up early, so the sitter has to get them out of bed, but I get up around 5:30 to walk by 6:00. We typically walk about 4 or 5 miles and since I am not wealthy, I can only afford a sitter two mornings a week. I generally get out Saturday mornings because my husband is here and we are starting to walk more like 6 or 7 miles then.

I have never been a morning person, but getting up early to walk really energizes me for my day and I have really come to look forward to those early morning walks and get really bummed if I have to miss them. I must admit that I do feel sorry for myself sometimes and want to throw a little pitty party because it is such a challenge for me to get out to walk in the mornings, but I get over it pretty quick and have learned to just make the best of my situation. One morning my sitter forgot and didn't make it (I totally understand and I don't blame her one bit), but I wanted to throw my little pity party again, but instead I buckled down. Since I was already up and dressed to my shoes, I just decided to put in an excercise video and make the best of my morning.

I am starting to make better decisions for myself. I am amazed. Never in a million years would I think that I would be getting up at 5:30 or 6:00 to excercise and not go crawl back in bed if things didn't go the way I wanted them to. I also got stressed to my max the other day and instead of vegging out in front of the tv with a giant bowl of ice cream, I made a way to get out after the kids went to bed and walk off my stress. It really is a lifestyle change for me now. It's not just a temporary fix. I hope this is inspiring you in some way to find a way to make your situation better and not sit at your pity party feeling sorry for yourself.

Oh, and one more thing about the picture of me. I am still working on getting a current picture and as soon as I do, I will post a before and current one, but our church directories finally came in. My family posed for pictures for this in November (?). I took one look at my picture and couldn't believe my eyes. A good friend of mine said she wondered who that girl was that ate Angie and she is so right. I am so happy that I am making changes to live a healthier lifestyle.